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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 9:59 PM
First Aid Needed!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We were walking to the bus stop when Jon came across this yellow Honda Fit. It was like, OMG what a stupid design from far. But when u take a closer look, it's actually "bandaged" with what we call toilet paper! Oh man...this poor chap must have been an eyesore to some friends or smth and they decided to decorate his car from the bonnet through the tyres and body to the boot! So remember, don't let anyone know you drive to school in case you attract such attention.
Bro: Deepavali falls of Tue hor...dunno wed public holiday anot Me: CFM not cus they change to Mon liao Me: sch send us email alrdy Bro: so ang moh and indians dun mix well Me: haha...since when are they mixed??? Bro: only in the calendar where we share festivals on the same paper Me: Dunno leh...chinese see moon, malay see moon, but I dunno indians see what Bro: Darkness He never fail to squeeze me. But I like our retardness...hahha
After such a long while, I haven't felt such great satisfaction!
I ACTUALLY DONATED BLOOD TODAY!
My dad should give me a pat on my shoulder man! The LIM family plus the Wee Doctor knows how much I'm afraid of needles. I would squeal and scream and grab and pinch when I'm being poked. The only comfort I get is to TALK. So just now before the lady actually poke me, I just talk to her. She was telling another lady how small some particular guy's vein was. So I jokingly asked whether mine's big. She said, "Yes, very big, very good!" actually the ans wasnt running through my mind la. It was more of hurry up get the painkiller in before I start to go gaga over it.
BUT other than the painkiller and the pricking of finger, the entire process was painless! I swear!!!! The prick and painkiller was bearable also la so no biggie for a big girl like me. Nonetheless, I've still not overcome the fear of needles. I didnt really react was because I didnt see any needles at all.
NOW, I FEEL DAMN SHIOK! I wish I could donate 2 units of blood cus I think I have plenty to spare.
BITE YOU DIE! I woke up this morning with plenty of Mozzie bites. The worst thing is that it's all on my leg. My leg got sweeter blood meh?!?!?! With such large surface area must choose bite the place that is so difficult to scratch while walking!!!!!!!!!!!! I spent the first 10 mins of the morning scratching and the itch wouldnt stop! And I have 3 bites at the side of my feet. WA LAO....I SERIOUSLY HATE MOSQUITOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I'm beginning to hate some really inconsiderate drivers! I was filtering into the right most lane preparing to turn right. Then this black Mercedes driven by I think some Indonesian stopped the car legally la. BUT, the driver came out and opened his boot then reshuffle some stuff from the passenger seat to the boot. HE DIDN'T EVEN PRESS THE HAZARD LIGHT! Some more at this point of time, all cars can turn right so me, being the "able to anticipate such situations" quickly signal left to overtake him then signal right to cut in front of him. Then kena red light so had to stop. So he came behind me after he settle his barang barang. Green light turned on and I inch forward to wait for oncoming traffic. Clear alrdy then i move ma. The civic I'm driving not very fast what and I'm learner on a MANUAL car okie! He gave a loooooooooooooooooong HONK at me. WA LAO EH...I WAS FURIOUS SO I HELD MY CLUTCH LOWER SO THE CAR MOVE SLOWER... What's the rush if you can park the car in the middle of a turning lane without hazard light on and thinking everyone must give way to you man. He obviously overtook me after turning. My instructor stared hard at him...haha! Then when I was making a narrow U-turn at a traffic junction, this bangala was doing a left turn from the adjacent lane in front of me while I've alrdy made 3/4 of a U-turn. KNS!!! The very nice instructor honk at him! Then he say the worse ppl to teach are the bangalas or especially foreigners. Cus when they learning that time they very hum ji one. Pass alrdy they think they king on the road. WHICH IS SO VERY TRUE! But the most exciting thing that happened today was stalling the car while doing U-turn! I think I gave my instructor a shock! But I reacted quite fast la..hahahaha Then I totally pissed the driver behind me while learning to move off from a slope. Cus I took ages to get the car moving and when my car wants to move, there's heavy traffic... Overall, it was a good driving!
Today's quiz kinda sucked! I'm so glad I nvr had any open book tests or exams other than this module else I would have flung all. I was so slack the entire weekend or perhaps I didn't have mood at all to study! Insomnia haunted me for almost the whole week and it really tires me out in the day. I dunno why man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was on the bed at 1am planning to get out of bed at 7.30am for class. Then, 1 hour passed...eyes still big like goldfish. 2 hours passed, still tossing and turning trying to get the right position to slp. TO NO AVAIL! I only managed to doze off at almost 4am! Goodness! I am very very very sad :( I want to slp well and just wake up to a brighter day. But every morning seems gloomy for me. The only thing I'm glad is to wake up for 8.30am class today! I shall let my Tuesday thru Sunday be a blast! Driving Tmr~~~
It does sound disgusting to describe durian but I just love eating this vanilla custard in a latrine that smells like pigshit+turpentine+onions! And i'm craving for it NOW! BUT the season just ended and I haven't had enough of them :(
The High Priestess is arguably the most difficult of the Major Arcana to qualify with words alone, because so much of her power and ability is veiled in mystery that it is difficult for anyone to fathom it all. Every card in the Tarot speaks differently to everyone, but the Priestess seems to bear the widest range of interpretations, because she speaks directly to the Inner Voice, the unconscious mind. She is the manifestation of the unconscious and the effects of the mysterious in our everyday world. Trying to see how such mysteries work often defeats their purpose, and with this in mind, the High Priestess will be explained in as much detail as possible.
She is, above all else, the base of potential that is the source of the power wielded by the Magician. She is the unlimited potential that allows him to transform and create whatever his Will desires. Understanding this type of balance, as found between potential and creation, masculine and feminine, is the key to unlocking some of the mysteries of the High Priestess. We see the clear progression of the theme of balance; instead of integrating opposites, the Priestess keeps them separate and keeps them in balance nonetheles. She herself is the scales; this symbolism is found in many Tarot decks. Without this balance there can be no power.
The second symbolic motif found in almost all instances of the High Preistess are symbols of the unconscious mind. On the Rider-Waite version this motif is especially prominent, but most decks feature at least some lunar imagery that in turn has ties to the unconscious. Most decks that have the "twin pillars" symbology also depict a veil strung between those pillars; the High Priestess stands between us and that veil as a moderator. Behind the veil lies the powers of the unconscious, which we cannot start to understand but which, through her, we can learn to control. She is the gateway to realms that we may never fully comprehend or master.
While it would be impossible for anyone to learn all of her mysteries and secrets, the High Priestess remains as a guide to those of us willing to venture deep within our minds to discover the true powers hidden deep inside each of us. This is the same power as that depicted on the Magician, but the scope of the Priestess' power is far different. While the Magician focuses his powers outward, to achieve a meaningful effect on the world, the High Priestess shows us that we can also use these powers on an inner level, to enrich and transform ourselves. Such transformations are certainly not as dramatic as the Magician's, but they are almost always more powerful.
The High Priestess represents the mysteries of the unconscious and the Inner Voice, and her appearance is often a sign that your own intuition is trying to send you a message. The unconscious often speaks to us in symbols, so be alert around you for anything that seems out of the ordinary. This said, if you have an important decision to make when the Priestess appears, this is often a sign that the answers will be revealed to you, if you are patient and open to the whispers from within. You simply have to wait and be receptive to inner messages. Her lesson is that everything you need to know already exists within you.
The theme of dualism in the High Preistess cannot be avoided either. She is often a sign of the Shadow, the negative portion of your personality that no one sees, and that you yourself could be unaware of. (In this sense, the term 'negative' does not refer to evil, just the opposite polarity from the positive and expressive part of your personality.) If you accept the Shadow within you, its powers will be open to you if you wish to use them. In most people the Shadow side is the more passive of the two, and the Priestess can therefore advocate a need for passivity in a situation. It is not always necessary to act; sometimes goals can be realized through inaction.
Childrens' Day came and went. Maybe I shouldn't say Wed was childrens' day. It was more of Public Holiday cus of Hari Raya Puasa. Poor kids wont have an extra holiday. But we were mugging our ass off thanks to the neverending TLP and Raju's notes!
Luckily the weekend came rather fast. I opened the letter box on fri and I got a surprise!
Thank you belly much Honeybanana!!!!!!!!!!! Love you heap heap heapssssssssssss!!!!!!!
Alright, Honeybunny dun jealous also ok! I love you equally as much!!!!!!!!!!!
When I look at the envelop, I knew immediately who was the sender. Honeybanana never fails to make sure th postman can see my address. There was once she sent me a card and she wrote my name and address so big it filled the entire envelop! No joke I tell you!
I feel so blessed to have honeybanana & Honeybunny as my bestest buddy. 5 years and counting...it just feels as if we have known each other longer than that. I think change my Honey**** to Honeybee. It sounds nicer..hehehe
The shiokness after quiz is simply indescribable. Alright, I was just exaggerating!
Went for driving on Thur after quiz and I thought I would doze off while driving but I was quite alert. Met Jonathan and Leslie after driving cus they were in Bukit Gombak also. So we took the train back to Ulu Boon Lay tgt. When we're free, we always have this sudden impromptu decision for things. Jon suggested Mamma Mia so off we went and luckily Idy and her sis was i JP so we happily drag them along also.
We were very entertained by all the dance steps. It was super classic please!
I've always liked ABBA songs since young. Think I'm brought up with ABBA, Carpenters, Eagles, Bread, Rod Steward, Cranberries and many more.
The songs just brings me the warmth of yesteryears.
