Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 10:11 PM
The 2 buggers (Ronald and Debbie) are screaming their lungs away now thanks to a teeny weeny lizard. okokok...I'm scared of it too. I think it has been too much of a reliance on me, the elder sister. Just yesterday, Debbie saw a huge indian lizard. (anyways, the blacker version are known as indian lizard and the fairer ones are ang mo lizard. Small ones are baby lizards.) She ask me to catch it when she jolly well know i'm scared of anything tt moves except humans. She's not that afraid actually but will scream if it moves. At least she dare to pour hot water on it or chase it away. Today, Ronald just scream my name through the house then i tot what happened. "Lizard! Come catch leh!". I sort of scolded him. "You all always lizard then find me. Good things never share with me!"Everone in the house bloody hell knows i have totally good reasons to be scared of them but always ask me to catch. Is it out of convenience to call me?Anyways, most of my June will be spend at my grandaunt's hse during the day cus no one is free during part of the week to look after her. I dun mind looking after her but I somehow dun feel comfortable with them. It's gotta do with their generation conflict. my maternal granny is not on good terms with her sisters, one of which is this grandaunt i'm looking after. Mummy say it's gotta do with the house they're living in. And because of that, I can't have freedom of speech cus one wrong word can send mummy to hell. they will qsn her and cause unpleasanties among the whole maternal side. I will burst if this goes on man. I rem how mummy used to cry over the phone whenever she spoke to my granny when I was only ard 5 or younger. I hate my maternal grandmother. She never once looked after us. NOT ONCE! Which grandparents wouldn't like her own grandchildren man? My grandparents doesn't. Moreover, only my mum got married among her siblings and they have 4 grandchildren just like that. What more can they ask?!?!?! My parents said that whenever i went to their place when i was younger, they will stare and make sure i dun break any of their things. ASS...I HATE THEM. When mummy started working, she had to give 3/4 of her pay to her mum and when she's a day late, she will ask for it. Then when they tio 4D, they never once got me toys or whatever. Sometimes, i dun understand how money can be the root of all evil. But it's a living proof. Some people think too hard on money. I know I cant really comment too much on such issues. But help whenever you can. I know what poor feel like. My family ever been on an all time low and tried hard making end meets just for a few more meals. Lucky for us, we have really nice aunts and uncle who helped my dad a lot. I really mean a lot. That was back in 1997 when Pa just started his business. But the recession and fall in stock market hit us hard. It's over and we got on with life. Maybe we should learn to appreciated every little things ard us and not take it for granted. And my sis just came back from the lizard ordeal and said they whack till the intestines came out and blood splatter all over. So disgusting!! I din even know lizard got intestines, the diameter must have been really small.
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