Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 10:42 PM
It's those times where going out is so enjoyable and relax when you know that exams are really days away. But hitting back to reality, I ought to mug my ass out from today onwards. I was just thinking to myself today, why dun I feel the urgency like last sem? Maybe I have lost the interest..or maybe I havent searched myself thoroughly for it. This is BAD...REAL BAD!!! Sometimes I feel so lost, I dunno where to start from,I dunno which direction to head for,I dunno how to approach it,I dunno what am I thinking,I dunno what m I feeling,and...I just dunno what am I talking.I really cant tell what fills inside. The sense of satisfaction or the sense of disappointment.Sometimes I feel sad within for no reason.Sometimes I feel I'm not true enough. Sometimes I think I din give enough.I was just talking to a friend few days back abt how much one have changed through the years.I personally feel that I have changed a lot. I dare admit it's for the better. I used to get really fiery in the past and scolds for no reason. But I've learnt to look at things from another angle. My parents taught me a lot through the years. And for that, I always believe that the upbringing is very important.Not many may agree but I held close to that fact.Banana said that we learn as we grow, I totally agree with it.No wonder we get wiser as we grow.And talking about wise, I'm having toothache and it's getting worser by the day. I hope my wisdom teeth is not giving me probs. At least not this time!I'm sad...and I dunno why:(But honeygiv and banana made great companion anytime, anywhere, I SWEAR!!!Thanks darlings:)))))))
0 notes