i'm moving.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 8:03 PM

Actually, I'm scared.

Mummy called and told me that he could just leave within these 2 days.

Though I sounded really composed,

I really feel sad and sorry for him

It pains everyone to see him in this state

So sometimes I tot to myself,

Maybe ending it all will be good for him.

But then again, it's still a life.

I cringe at the tot of it.

Because I know I cannot let go.

I hate to see my loved ones part from me.

Even the tot of them leaving me leave me in tears.

It was a roller coaster ride for the whole family for the past year.

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Until today, I still cannot accept what she had said.

The words that held such importance

could be from her mouth.

It left my brother crying,

Pa's high blood shot high and

mummy and I appalled.

We just left the room.

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We have a really supportive and loving family

who never fails to help in times of need.

Even if it spells death tmr.

四姑,

You're the bestest!

I know you're always there for everyone.

You never fail to help mentally, physically and financially

even when you're at ur wear out state.

I'm grateful for every little things you have helped me and my family.

Thank you.

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Maybe I'm not so strong afterall.

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